I am bipolar/OCD. Going on 39 now, in a society where 30 is the end of life apparently. I can't get any job at all. My college degree has become worthless. I don't see how I will ever again earn money in a legal way. Also, I am very lonely. Not only no chance of a career, but never a chance for a woman/love. If I'm never having a career because I'm not the God every employer looks for... if I'm never having a girfriend/wife because I'n not the God they look for, and therefore will never have children... Why should I keep living? I'm extra. The World doesn't want me. Employers have sent the message: I'm a worthless piece of s( ) that must die! Yeah, mother is still alive. When she goes, I'm out. No point in continuing w/o career, w/o love, w/o money, under a bridge... What can life offer me now?