rebound hopeless.

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by Toronto101, Mar 11, 2015.

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  1. Toronto101

    Toronto101 New Member

    well its been a few days since i posted here,
    i havenet felt any different then back then, when i wake up i still think only 1 thought all day long, its a relationship that i think may go down the toilet.
    i feel hurt, to cry, i try not too. then i go into an anger mode and say they are not worth my friendship, love.
    then i feel the same hurt all over again.
    first thing i did was to look for someone else to replace my thinking patterns.
    so i went to find someone in a personal ad online, they want to meet me on saturday if they still do i dunno. maybe.
    i wonder if this is a good coping strategy to heal the pain i constantly suffer from.
    its not just a lover, its my only friend.
    without them i will be alone in life, doing the same thing over and over again, and i am losing my mind.
    i have yet to talk to this person i care for deeply since march 5th. when i got some bad energy from that night.
    and is driving me insane until the next time i get to see them, and ask them whats going on.
    i have gone through it a million times since then, and each way goes into i trust what they say, or i tell them never to talk to me again, cause i dont believe them.
    they were quite insulting in my mind the night of the 5th, other frriend of theres was here, and i felt like a third wheel, yet they were drunk at the time.
    Thats the only reason i havenet cut myself yet, is incase i meet this new person, i dont want them to know about this. hoping i can heal rebounding with another relationship so i feel wanted.
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