Recently hospitalised

Discussion in 'After Effects' started by Meta, Dec 2, 2010.

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  1. Meta

    Meta Well-Known Member

    Last month I was admitted to hospital after overdosing on medication and alcohol. I've been trying to work with the psychiatric teams that doctors have sent me to, but I don't feel any different.
    I'm only 20 and I already feel like my life is over. I don't care about contributing to the world or making a difference. There's nothing I care about.
    I want something to care about, but there's nothing that gives me purpose.
    I'm considering killing myself in a more effective way, that's the only thing on my mind. It's funny, the biggest regret I have right now is that I'm still alive to type out this message.
     
  2. Meta

    Meta Well-Known Member

    I suppose this just me whining. I apologise.
     
  3. Crue-K

    Crue-K Well-Known Member

    Don't apologise, you should never apologise for how you're feeling.:smile:
     
  4. Meta

    Meta Well-Known Member

    Thanks. I just always feel like I'm complaining without justfication.
     
  5. doityourself

    doityourself Well-Known Member

    Did they put you on medication, do you feel that its not working? Can you call your doc and let them know how your feeling?
     
  6. Meta

    Meta Well-Known Member

    I've been on medication for years. It doesn't help. It isn't just depression that made me attempt suicide, it's my outlook on life in general - my philisophical stand point. I don't see any objective point in life.
     
  7. sinnssykdom

    sinnssykdom Banned Member

    The exact same thing recently happened to me. No fun...
     
  8. doityourself

    doityourself Well-Known Member

    Tell us about yourself, what you do to keep occupied? What are your hobbies, your likes?

    Whats going on to bring you so low?
     
  9. poisonedresistance

    poisonedresistance Well-Known Member

    whats your philosophical stand point?
     
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