I know that problems are normal in relationships. Me and my husband fight like every day, always about something different. In the vast majority of cases, I don't mean it to be a fight, I just disagree with him or ask him to do something or change something or let him know how I feel, and he habitually feels attacked - and then snaps at me. And then I get upset at him for snapping at me when I didn't do anything wrong. Nearly every time this happens, I end up by myself, crying, wishing that I were dead, because life more pain than pleasure on a habitual basis, and I feel very disconnected from him and alone and miserable. And as time goes on, wishing that I were dead started taking form into thoughts of how I could do it, though I also think my family and friends would be very upset and sad if I did. I don't want it to be this way.