Hello, I'm just really in a shitty mood... I've become so alienated. Ever since about yr 11 at school I havn't had any freinds... those that I make now are pretty superficial - and I'm very bad and slow at making them... I'm getting frustrated with myself I hate the way I am... 'spastic' is the most common term for it... sigh... I'm such a XXX around other people. I'm getting to the point where I think I'll just buy a motorbike and ride it off a cliff to make it look like an accident... FUCK Does anyone have any good recipies for life?