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[tabby]

I realize that when I am suicidally depressed, my tendency is to not tell or talk to anyone. In fact, it would be the last thing on my mind, since it would get in the way of actual suicide. So why do people still reach out when they've made up their minds? Afterall, its a personal decision.

 

[ace]

I see what you're saying tabby perhaps people who are in such a state are feeling some sense of desperation or a call out for help in some way.They know they're feeling helpless and hopeless and have that deep sense of it's all over but are trying to reach out in a way.