Discussion in 'Poet's Corner' started by BipolarGirl (Deathplease), Oct 8, 2015.

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  1. BipolarGirl (Deathplease)

    BipolarGirl (Deathplease) Well-Known Member

    All I want is to succeed
    All I want is acknowledgement
    Someone to say "good job"
    Yet all of that means nothing
    It is short lived

    I Fail at everything
    I can't do anything right
    I expect perfection
    All I get is disappointment
    I am a failure

    There are few things I do well
    Few that show greatness
    Yet so much more I can't do right!
    I just want to succeed

    If I am perfect
    I won't be worthless
    If I am perfect
    Someone can love me

    I fail so much
    I Just want to scream;
    "Stop the torture, just finish it!"
    I fail and I want to die

    I just want to be worth something
    Worth all that I have received
    Worth the love shown me
    Worth it all

    I hate feeling worthless
    I hate feeling like a burden
    I hate feeling terrified
    I hate feeling!
    So I bury it all away

    I found a deep hole
    I dug it even deeper
    I locked the feeling in a chest
    and I buried it

    I buried it so I wouldn't feel;
    Like a burden,
    Or terrifies

    But with those feelings went;
    Joy, love, happiness
    Why, oh why, did I bury them too?
    All my emotions, bad and good
    They are all gone

    (This is a poem I wrote two years ago. I have changed since then and have learned to feel again.)
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    You are worth so much and no one can have perfection you are perfect just being you hugs
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