I don't have much friends but I did have one group of friends I always hung out with, and they were all I had. I made a mistake and now I'm left with nothing. Maybe someone could tell me how to fix this because I haven't left my house in probably a couple months except for school and to the store a couple times. So here's what happened. So this whole thing happened where I kinda liked this girl, but I didn't really know her well. I told my friends I was gonna ask her out, but I didn't really think I was actually going to do it. Turns out my friend just started talking to her and at this point he is going out with her. So this happened last school year. Over the summer I pretended to be mad at them after playing on xbox one night. I said I wasn't talking to them and I figured they knew I was joking. The only person who knew I was joking and thought it was funny was a kid that I only know through one of those friends and I only knew him online. So then, joking around, I went to send the girl a little message. I realized it was a bad idea, but when I asked another person in the group of friends, he told me to do it. Let's just say I called her a bitch and said among other things. So my friend was mad that I said that to his girl. I had realized I had taken it to far. He told me to apologize to her, so I went ahead and did. To this day, he is not mad at me, in fact he said he was only mad like right when it happened, but afterwards he was fine. So when we see eachother at school we say what's up and all but we don't hang out. Then the kid that told me to send that message, he said he is disappointed in me and now he's not my friend. He said I blamed it on him but really I told him that he told me to do it but it was all my fault. But still were not friends. Then there is one last friend in that group that wouldn't tell me why he was mad at me too but then he randomly said I blamed it on him. So I don't know what to do about that... Anyways so that's what happened and I really screwed up so how can I get them to be my friends? It makes no sense because the one it really affected is the only one not mad at me.