There's a topic on regretting attempting, but I regret surviving. All the painful memories and knowing all the people I affected, and still living and regretting. I so wish I was successful... I almost was, but again, I survived again. I can't seem to do it right. There's nothing for me in this world. It's all about what would all the other people would feel if I died. I'm sick and tired of trying to live. I need to "f*****g" kill myself!!! Get the point?