Ive had this plan for two years. Now ive been visiting the place . Bringing the blades.and thinking about the big picture. I am off of meds and my doc has been on vacation and pretty non existant. I told my therapist. He wanted to admit me. He knows all the other symptoms. To many to list here. I was able to get him to say no for now. But he wants daily check ins . I dont know what thatwill do. If i can figure out my kids and where they will go im gone. Just cant stay anymore.