I'm seeing this guy whom I have a lot of feelings for. I'm starting to like him very much. I just recently started to let my guard down and now I'm paranoid as all hell. I don't know what's wrong with me. The moment I decide to genuinely trust him, I feel like I'm let down. He didn't do anything at all to me but I was talking on the phone to him and he mentions this girl that he knew and for some reason I get jealous and paranoid and everything else under the sun. I don't express it to him but I feel really bad about it. I feel crazy. What is wrong with me? I think I'm incapable of trusting anyone at this point. I can't even trust a guy that seems genuine enough. What should I do? Is there no hope for me? I feel like he will betray me at every turn. I'm not crazy enough to share these insane emotions I get with him, but I just know it will kill my relationship if I don't fix it. Does anyone else have this intense mistrust for others? And how the hell do I trust someone?