Hey sorry I'm new here, I don't really know what I'm doing. I feel really guilty because my boyfriend of 3 years has always been honest about his chronic depression. The problem is that I do too... maybe not to the same extent. But today is a real low point as he recently confessed about having suicidal thoughts. I was telling him 'It's okay, we can get through this together' when really for the last few days I've been sitting there staring at the packets of sleeping pills. I think the thing that's worse is that everything he's saying, I'm feeling. I'm not trying to be selfish and I know it's not good for our relationship I'm just trying to help him through this. It's only through the past year or so I've gotten this bad. I just wondered if anyone could give me some advice?