I know it is useless to pursue a relationship though I feel I need one now. But when you're a man with a useless degree and a shitty retail job, I don't see the point in pursuing anything until being well-off. Huh.. I guess I'm just having a bad night... Haven't been hanging out with my very scarce buddies. Facebook activity is Nil. Waiting to work this friday and saturday. Wanting again to just end it all. After all, I don't know how else I can get better. Clock is ticking.