I'm after some help here, and I'd be grateful if those who can't help simply don't bother replying. >>Edit Mod: Methods<< It seems every method I research has some drawback and, to be brutally honest here, I just want to die in as little pain as possible but safe in the knowledge that it'll work. I really don't want to survive it. I'm leaning towards >>Edit Mod:Methods<< just now, but I know someone who tried that and survived, plus the horror stories of surving but with brain damage and stuff put me off. Even a link to a >Edit Mod:Methods<<forum would be appreciated. I've tried Google but all I can find are support sites which I don't need right now. Many thanks, SD p.s. please note that I am actually seeking medical help just now but the truth is I know in my heart it won't be enough. The one person I need is about to abandon me and without her, I know I won't make it, so I just need to know how to execute my back up plan successfully.