Aeterna, that is a good and level-headed way of looking at things, and I agree that is isn't very practical to believe in something without proof, yet belief prevails, so I won't try to discredit it. I'm the type that thinks of possibilities, sometimes forgetting facts, and in some ways to my detriment. I have not been trying to say you are wrong for being an atheist, that's just rude, and would make me wrong. I am just appealing to the possibility, because it seems that some aren't thinking of it themselves. I've got my message across, so I won't keep on pressing the issue, it's like beating a dead horse. As well as this, I respect everyone's beliefs, so I won't try to knock them down. I have no respect for people that do, because your belief does not affect me in any way, and so mine shouldn't affect you (this is not aimed at anybody specific). I'm all for healthy debate and sharing different viewpoints, but to say "You're wrong, I'm right, here's why" I think is crossing the line. It can be hard to do, but should still be doable.
I have done some thinking and I think if I were to give myself a label for my beliefs, it would be pantheist. This is a belief system older than Christianity and Judaism, and is not based on worship of a supernatural being, but reverence of the laws of nature and the laws of the universe, and our part in the universe. As is my understanding, this is what a pantheist calls God. Dawkins calls it 'sexed-up atheism', which I guess could be accurate, but is still a bit of an insult. I thought I had my own beliefs, because I had came up with them all by myself, but found that my beliefs are pantheistic beliefs, so they do have some significance. I would love to hear an atheist have a go at pantheism, because this isn't a wacky or far-out belief, it is based on what we know to be true, not ideation of something we have no proof of. Dawkins mentions it in his first paragraph of The God Delusion, but then says that for the rest of the book he will only be talking of the theistic God, so I don't know if I will continue reading (I have only read the first chapter). This implies that either a) he doesn't want to find fault with it or b) he can't find fault with it. This strengthens my belief because he is considered one of the top intellectuals on the subject of religion, and has made a career of debunking religious beliefs.
I may yet return to atheism, I don't know, but as it stand I am more comfortable with what I believe now than what I believed then. My belief now doesn't make me feel like an insignificant speck in the grand scheme of life, like I did as an atheist, but a significant part of life, as every living thing is. If this helps me sleep at night, and helps me function, then I'll be happy.
Also, sometimes I say things that others would call dumb, or inaccurate. Occasionally I will say things that I believe at the time, or have recently thought of to be accurate, and others read it and can see how wrong I am. I say things as if they were fact, which is just fodder for people to disagree with. I guess what I am trying to say is, don't think that everything I say is fully what I believe to be true, real or accurate, it may just be an error in my thinking. This doesn't mean discredit everything I say of course, but I ask of you to not think of me as a fool because I say some foolish things.