So the day started out pretty good, was feeling okay for a change and then life shows her weary face and smack brings you right back to reality! So would someone please remind me what the hell there is that keeps you going when you have to watch yourself bleed just to drown the pain. Same shit different day? Is there no other way out? It seems sometimes we are drowning in our own pain and there is no other way but to surrender, no use fighting anymore.