I'm still thinking about last night. Well, it's been almost a month, and a friend I had a fall out with said she still doesn't forgive me. She wants to maintain only casual/civil conversations so that I can't hurt her again, only sharing bare essentials of her life, and not get involved in mine from now on. But then she said that this isn't permanent. I don't know. They said that some broken friendships can be repaired. I'm willing to mend things. Sometimes I don't know if I'm capable because of how bad my depression influence my moods. But I really value her as a friend. I don't want to be jealous of her anymore. I probably didn't see how much my actions were hurting her, and I can't get over this. I'm willing to give her time. I think we both need it. But then I'm afraid that it's over for good. Anyone else have this situation? I'm not sure what it means. I'm sorry for repeatedly making posts about this stuff.