I am pretty sure I repressed an attempt at killing myself as a child. I recalled it as I was just seeing what <Mod Edit:Method> and now i am realizing with horror that I was so upset by my failure at this that i lied even to myself. no real damage that I know of came out of it. and i tried to continue my day. but it was so fuzzy. before and after it happened. I dont know why? I have so many repressed memories and I dont know how to get the help so i can remember them properly enough to move on.