Hey guys as some of you know ive been admitted for quite some time. I got out today becouse i resigned myself finally... I saw things that i didnt wanna see. I learned things about myself that i didnt want too know. i lost all my friends becouse i didnt want them too know i was in a clinic ... And the last clinic made me feel like a worse then worse person... why am i still alive, i tried my best too get help but it just isnt supposed too be.. Is it becouse im dammed too fail? I wish my last attempt in the clinic didnt fail now Evry day i think of ending my life... Ive got about <mod edit *sparkle*: methods>left i dont think i will succeed this time aswel.