Hey guys as some of you know ive been admitted for quite some time.
I got out today becouse i resigned myself finally...
I saw things that i didnt wanna see.
I learned things about myself that i didnt want too know.
i lost all my friends becouse i didnt want them too know i was in a clinic ...
And the last clinic made me feel like a worse then worse person...
why am i still alive, i tried my best too get help but it just isnt supposed too be..
Is it becouse im dammed too fail?
I wish my last attempt in the clinic didnt fail now
Evry day i think of ending my life...
Ive got about <mod edit *sparkle*: methods>left i dont think i will succeed this time aswel.
I got out today becouse i resigned myself finally...
I saw things that i didnt wanna see.
I learned things about myself that i didnt want too know.
i lost all my friends becouse i didnt want them too know i was in a clinic ...
And the last clinic made me feel like a worse then worse person...
why am i still alive, i tried my best too get help but it just isnt supposed too be..
Is it becouse im dammed too fail?
I wish my last attempt in the clinic didnt fail now
Evry day i think of ending my life...
Ive got about <mod edit *sparkle*: methods>left i dont think i will succeed this time aswel.
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