i have decided to retreat into members diary so i cant hurt anyone by my rantings...stuff is going on that i cant even explain...im not dead inside im dead period. and i need to fix that before i can post on the regular forum again...am i coward for running away probably, am i stupid for doing this yes but i dunno how else to not bring some bad shit onto other people.
Do whatever feels right for you, but remember there are members here with very strong backs and we can take it if you need to dish it. :hug: