return of the loser

Discussion in 'I Have a Question...' started by deadend, Jun 3, 2012.

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  1. deadend

    deadend Active Member

    Wow. Haven't been here in a long time. Things sure have changed. I guess I can say I'm glad I'm still around to see it, or maybe not. I couldn't log in with my old account. I guess they've purged that. I'm not exactly sure why I'm here right now. I'm trapped in this room alone but I'm not alone but I feel alone. There's never anyone to talk to. I'm crying right now because I'm drunk and I've only had 3 beers but I haven't drank in over a year. Why am I so unloveable. I'm sorta cute. I'm kinda nice. I know how to smile. I guess people just don't like me. That should mean something is wrong with me. I can't quite figure it out. Maybe it's because I don't have any friends. I spend a lot of time alone. I say strange things? I don't know. Maybe I'm not cute at all and. Maybe I'm kinda mean. Maybe my smile is crooked. I think I hate myself right now.
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  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Hi you are not alone here hun hugs to you
  3. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    I agree with TE...also, is there someone you can talk to who can help you sort out what is going on? Many times, it is not what we look like or how we act, but more importantly, what we think and feel about a are neither unloveable nor do you seem mean...being confused is so normal at many times in our lives...welcome back and wish it were under happier circumstances, but glad you remembered us just the same
  4. ExtraSoap

    ExtraSoap Well-Known Member

    Welcome to the club, buddy
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