Wow. Haven't been here in a long time. Things sure have changed. I guess I can say I'm glad I'm still around to see it, or maybe not. I couldn't log in with my old account. I guess they've purged that. I'm not exactly sure why I'm here right now. I'm trapped in this room alone but I'm not alone but I feel alone. There's never anyone to talk to. I'm crying right now because I'm drunk and I've only had 3 beers but I haven't drank in over a year. Why am I so unloveable. I'm sorta cute. I'm kinda nice. I know how to smile. I guess people just don't like me. That should mean something is wrong with me. I can't quite figure it out. Maybe it's because I don't have any friends. I spend a lot of time alone. I say strange things? I don't know. Maybe I'm not cute at all and. Maybe I'm kinda mean. Maybe my smile is crooked. I think I hate myself right now.