returning to life as i know it...

Discussion in 'Mental Health Disorders' started by austinhp78, Feb 23, 2008.

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  1. austinhp78

    austinhp78 Well-Known Member

    this last week has been on of the best i have had in months. went to san francisco, snowboarded at lake tahoe, it was great. it was an escape that allowed me to forget all of my worries and i felt for once in a long while, that i was free.
    unfortunately all good things must come to an end.
    i now have to return to my shite, pathetic excuse of a life. no friends, bothersome family, and a painful love life. why must i come back to this?
    all i want is to start anew. to rid myself of all my scars and to cleanse my mind.
    on my flight back home today i was seriously hoping that my plane would plummet to the ground, leaving me dead. it would heave been a convenient way to go, other than suicide.
    i wish i never fell in love with a wonderful girl who does not feel the same for me. it pains me to think about her yet relieves me of pain all at one. she is a blessing and a curse.
    if only my love never came to be :dry:
     
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