The past......5 months I've been hating myself for cutting. But not too long ago I realized what I had been doing. I'd listen to music I like, really depressing, evil, cutting music. Music that makes you want to kill yourself or cut yourself. And I realized that I had been setting myself up to a state of mind to the point where I'd want ot cut. Once I realized this I thought "I like to cut though". I use to hate myself for doing it. But now I'm liking it again. I want to keep doing it, I wan't to continue self mutilating my body. I want that "norm" back again- and I don't give a shit waht people think.