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Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by PressedIn, Aug 4, 2006.

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  1. PressedIn

    PressedIn Well-Known Member

    The past......5 months I've been hating myself for cutting. But not too long ago I realized what I had been doing.

    I'd listen to music I like, really depressing, evil, cutting music. Music that makes you want to kill yourself or cut yourself. And I realized that I had been setting myself up to a state of mind to the point where I'd want ot cut. Once I realized this I thought "I like to cut though".

    I use to hate myself for doing it. But now I'm liking it again. I want to keep doing it, I wan't to continue self mutilating my body. I want that "norm" back again- and I don't give a shit waht people think.
     
  2. cthulhu

    cthulhu Well-Known Member

    edited for content
     
  3. PressedIn

    PressedIn Well-Known Member

    delete This Post
     
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