I am sorryto be posting again. I just can't syop crying and that same overwhelming urgent need to make everything stop for good permanently. I cant say what has tipped the scales but the business not doing well son is sick again so more MRI Scans and tests and then what more surgery My daughter came home in tears cause the teacher yelled at her because I forgot to sort out a nativity costume for her - she wasn't the only little one but the teacher didnt yell at the other child. It just makes sense to end things now before they just get worse I can't do this anymore Our way out was supposed to be the business now H might lose his job. Maybe if my sisters see this one day they might understand how and why we had to go.