Hi, I mainly just signed up to use the chat. No point in explaining my mind or thoughts as they are conditioned by myself and isolation., least from what I've concluded. Last bit of family died off last year, and friends, well, aren't really friends. I don't believe I've ever had an emotional connection with anyone. I say I don't believe, because I landed head first on a rock many years ago and years later, quite a few memories vanished when my brain swelled. I've always very much hated existence. I could go on in random details, but I won't. Oh right, also Scafused = a scattered mind + confusion And.. I just "want" some random strangers to speak to before the years end.