i walk around with it every day. its like having a boulder crush my chest every moment of the day. with no one around for me to ask for help. with every moment the boulder crushes my heart the weight of the boulder gets greater and the pain only gets worse. like an anchor for a ship this boulder keeps me from moving on with my life and if that wasnt enough this boulder sinks me down all the way to the bottom of the sea where ill only be accompanied by darkness.