a child of 8 years old, doing things that at 18 year old does, her body to young her mind not ready....the child died on this day. the bathroom is filled with steam I feel I'm running down a violent stream she stands hot in just her underwear she's ill and still no one cares mum comes in and out, she's not allowed to scream or shout drink this drink and just be quiet don't speak, and don't dare come out. The bathroom is the only place she's allowed don't go near anyone, don't be in crowd. mum makes her way way down the stairs guess she really doesn't have any cares John comes in, still she sits on the bath she struggles, she finds it hard to breath the hot tap still going, steam filling She can't breath, she's strugling. she now stands naked and bare silence fills the air he sits on the toilet seat as her body starts to feel the heat She starts to shake her body aches she can't breath she smeels death he takes her on he's lap cuddles her body, but she feels trapped she can't fight, her body to weak she's has no strength to even speak. The bathroom door is locked is she now blocked he holds her bare body tight please please not tonight. He says he will make her better lifts her from he's knee and stands her up on the floor. she's shaking her body can't take anymore. he's trousers are undone and he's thing goes in her mouth she can't breath, she's struggling is this really happening He takes her hand over he's but her bodys to weak no more please she can't breath is she being put to her death he lifts her on he's knees and gives her body a squeeze her body weak she can't fight as he holds her body tight the pain shoots thru her body this can't be happening now she's all bloody she can't breath, she needs to breath her takes her to the bath turns the bath to the shower she stands there and begins to shiver he cleans her body, her hair and skin takes her out and calls for lyn. Her knickers go back on, no longer is she standing alone her bodys to weak, her breathing slow this girl is feelin so low. Mum comes in, and gives her more drink she starts to be sick in the sink mum wipes her fore head takes her down stairs and lays her in her bed. RIP 8 year old me - the day I died inside RIP 28 year old me - the day my soul was reunited.