2 years today since the best friend I'll ever have left the world...Scratch that, the best friend anybody will ever have....No, the best person anybody will ever know. There aren't words to describe the sorrow in my soul or the guilt in my mind, but I'll try my best...I just wish my best could be good enough for once.... A place in my heart, Belongs just to you. The one who believed, And helped me through. You told me to put Down the razor and pick up the food And I didn't see You had all the same problems Yet you were helping me... There are so many things I never told you All the thanks caught in my throat You said I'm smart and beautiful Even in your final note... Am I throwing it in your face? ASHLEY, I LOVED YOU! YOU SUPPORTED THIS DISGRACE!