Rmembering you..

Discussion in 'Grief and Bereavement' started by IV2010, Dec 22, 2011.

  1. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    It's almost the 2 year mark of the day my precious son took his own life .
    It feels like yesterday and seems like forever!

    I don't know how or why I'm still here.
    I don't want to be!
    I shouldn't be!

    I love and remember and miss you always my wonderful *Son*
    you were kind, caring, sensitive, forgiving, honest and generous to a fault, loving and clever.

    You were lent to me for a short time but touched my heart forever!
  2. IntoTheWoods

    IntoTheWoods Guest

    I am so sorry you lost your son, it must be the hardest thing in life for a mum. But I hope he found the peace he sought.

    Thinking of you.
  3. Speedy

    Speedy Staff Alumni

    I hope you have lots of support around you when the day arrives... So sorry you lost your wonderful son.. RIP..Thinking of you, and please be good to yourself. ((Hugs))
  4. 1Lefty

    1Lefty Well-Known Member

    I am so sorry for your loss.

    But how brave and appropriate you honor his memory here.

    Thank you, you'll be in my thoughts and prayers this season.
  5. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Hugs to you IV you keep his memory alive hun i too hope you have lots of support around you these days
  6. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    thank you all ..

    No support!
    Just me and my health worker. :(
  7. MoAnamCara

    MoAnamCara SF Artist

    :hug:'s and you have us here for support, too.

    I am glad you are here and I'm pretty sure your son is too. He is with you every day, never doubt that.
  8. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    Huh! and now the health worker has canceled! :(
  9. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    sheeeeeeessssss that is terrible hun is there no replacement for this health worker anyone that can step in and help you through this They must realize how fragile a time this is how can they just cancel god i hate when that happens Make sure you stay here hun and use a crisis line if needed okay h ugs
  10. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    today is the day..28th.
    2 horrible, excruciatingly painful years!

    my health worker turned up at lunch time and it's helped me immensely..
    days not over yet but I think I may just get through it.
    I was all ready to depart too!
    thanks for all your support here.. *hugs*
  11. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Hun i am so happy your health worker showed up and got you through some of the day i am glad to see you posting to hun Hugs to you