Once again I am seeing the effects of suicide on the people around the person committing suicide. People who know his work are shocked and saddened by Robin Williams suicide. For myself it is important for me to remember this. I have stockpiled two different types of medication that could be used for more than one suicide attempt. One of these meds would probably have a high success rate. I probably will not do it any time soon because my mother who is 91 is still alive. Once she is gone or else if I become seriously impaired the means is there for me to end it all.