I'm completely at rock bottom. I'm sat here wondering why I am still here. I have contributed nothing to my friends and family the past year. its always been there in the back of everything the black hole which is depression I managed to scoot around the edge of it for so long but I now know its all been in vain I have fallen in... I fell into the black hole ages ago I just refused to admit it or accept it. I have had enough of fighting I want everything to stop the black hole can suck my whole world into it I don't care anymore. it can take everything including my life. time doesn't always heal people. I have 2 options. its not like anyone would even notice if I wasn't around anymore.. I would be doing everyone a favour. i'm sorry I failed.