Rockbottom

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Aimee_in_Wonderland, Oct 11, 2010.

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  1. Aimee_in_Wonderland

    Aimee_in_Wonderland Well-Known Member

    I really thought i was on my way up again...
    i guess not.. i been so happy this morning and now its fading,
    well i wasnt happy. i was just in a good mood..
    went out for dinner with a friend whos just moved back from australia
    was like she never left.. but i was being so fake.. im not that person anymore.
    shes gone so far already.. shes a front model has friends everywhere..
    why would she need me anymore?
    she doesnt and never did.
    ive tried to be possitive no matter what happened this weekend..
    but i cant.. ive looked on the brightside.. and guess what its not that bright.
    ive never felt so unhappy..
    too many flash backs from my past.. i used to be able to phase them out but now they haunt me every day every second of every hour..
    im a wasted cause.
    so please dont waste your time replying to me.

    i just want to say thank you to everyone thats tried to help me.


    I just cant do anymore of this..

    your all amazing..

    im sorry im not.

    this is my only option left.


    I love all my friends ive made here.


    stig you have helped me more than anyone has ever truely tried and im sorry for giving up again.. i hope that one day you might just forgive me for this.. you are an amazing person.. who deserves everything amazing in this world.. i hope everything works out for you <3
     
  2. Khloe

    Khloe Well-Known Member

    I'm also from near london.

    Talk to me, i'm here and i wanna listen and try to help if i can!

    What are you doing? How do you feel?
    Have yoy got anybody with you right now who you can talk to?
    or somebody you can ring?

    I'm on msn if you need someone!

    xxx
     
  3. confusedgirl

    confusedgirl Well-Known Member

    Hi hun, sorry your feeling so bad right now, don't give up yet. Hold on tight, atleast stay until stig reads this he must mean allot to you and you probably do to him, hang on till u guys can talk, hug x
     
  4. Aimee_in_Wonderland

    Aimee_in_Wonderland Well-Known Member

    it will just disapoint him
    i cant keep doing that
     
  5. confusedgirl

    confusedgirl Well-Known Member

    It'll destroy him if he doesn't get chance to speak to you...
     
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