my plan is in motion although it needs a little tweaking. hopfully the kinks will be worked out in time. problem one. whether to leave a note. i've often thought of them as a little cruel. not sure if i can word one that could relieve others of unneccesary guilt or not understanding that this decision made of rational and clear thinking. problem two. my plan will result in a violent death for myself and some very deserving people. i am however very regretfull of innocent people who may be hurt. i just hope people can will understand. i also need to be patient enough for all things to be in place. it's a somewhat complicated because i need to gather certain people together to support each other. finally, the last chapter need to be finished. i regret that i may not have time to finish it.