Round and round and round

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Shock, Jan 8, 2013.

  1. Shock

    Shock Well-Known Member

    1. Start having depressive episode.
    2. Recognise signs. Try to cheer myself up or distract myself.
    3. Episode gets worse.
    4. Frantically try to Google advice on how to deal with it. Find nothing.
    5. Thoughts turn to suicide. Starting getting 'magnetically' drawn to edge of buildings or traffic or knives.
    6. Start Googling ways to stop suicidal thoughts. Find nothing.
    7. Start visiting government health and NGO websites looking for someone to call for support, anything to stop the 'magnet' feeling. Find nothing
    8. Get unreasonably furious about the apparent lack of support. 'Magnetism' grows.
    9. Log on to SF and try and reach out to anyone.
    10. Gradually ride episode out.
    11. Repeat.
     
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Hi Shock there are connections here h un if you need to talk to crisis line or Good Samaritans there links here ok also hun chat is here or you can pm any of us hugs to you
     
  3. Wysteria Blue

    Wysteria Blue Well-Known Member

    I'm sooo sick of riding these waves...feel like they are becoming huge tidal ones.. Can't stand the thoughts.
     
  4. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    Shock and Wysteria is there someone you can talk to and see if a professional has any suggestions? It must be awful to experience this...wishing you both more stable times
     
  5. Shock

    Shock Well-Known Member

    For me, no there isnt. Hence why I am on Google and the internet all the time. Professionals do jack all.