Rule Breaking

[Fool]

'Being suicidal yourself does not give you the right to act how you want, please bear this in mind before you post on the forum or enter chat. People acting inappropriately will be banned if they cause problems for others'

I allowed myself to be driven away from here by someone that broke this rule big style.

I only came online to check on someone today knowing how she has been feeling, and seeing this rule written down has brought it all back. Shame I came, but at least I know the person I came to check on is still alive and fighting.

For those of you who might suspect who this is, it was nothing that happened on the forum that made me leave, it was all due to something that happened in chat.

I miss this forum, yet can't come back.

Thank Gravy Girl for everything that you did for me, for your boat of knowledge. I will keep you close in my heart because I think you are amazing. Remember all the things that we talked about, and remember that there is always something else to try. You are amazing and strong and if you keep fighting you WILL beat this. Thank you missy.

Take care of yourselves guys.

 

[black_rose_13]

hi sweetie. i just hope you take care too- and one day in the future i hope you can come back :hug: xxxx

 

[kindtosnails]

Why 'can't you come back'?

 

[fool]

hi sweetie. i just hope you take care too- and one day in the future i hope you can come back :hug: xxxx

:hug:

Why 'can't you come back'?

Because of things that happened here. It's wrecked me too much. Even this little post is making me feel the need to cry. I can't put myself in that position anymore. I'm barely holding it together without coming here, let alone putting my mind under more stress.

 

[kindtosnails]

It's fucking ridiculous, if you don't mind me saying, that a support forum makes you feel worse. Is it just one person? I'd say come back if you want to, it's a big forum, not everyone can like you. I seriously doubt anyone likes me on here, but you know, that's their gain.
Besides if they broke the rules and upset you, can't you report it to the staff?

 

[fool]

To be honest, I dont really care if people don't like me, at least then I know they are being honest, as opposed to being someone who pretends to care, or like me.

It was just an incident in chat. It's nothing major, it's a very pathetic reason to leave, but the comments hit me, I felt mocked, and I felt so worthless and low.

I can't put myself in the way of that kind of situation again because I am already teetering on the edge.

It's ok that I'm not coming back It's a good thing for everyone concerned. I just need to find another way to occupy myself lol

I guess in a way this post is getting me closure on a very very painful situation, which is always good


(PS people on here do like you, even if you don't believe it. I have seen some nice things said about you )

 

[Deathly Strike]

OK, now I might be jumping the gun here but I think this is about me. Why?

People on here do like you, even if you don't believe it. I have seen some nice things said about you.

If this is aimed at me, and this is who I think it is, then I can do nothing but sincerely apologise from the heart. I never meant for any of this. Please don't feel the need to leave because of me.

:sad:

 

[fool]

I have absolutely no idea why you think it might be you because I have never had a problem with you really.

 

[Marshmallow]

I haven't a clue who this is but i hope your okay ^_^ :hug:

 

[Deathly Strike]

Then it isn't about me?

Hmm, recent events have left me rather paranoid and other members sceptical of my behavior and attitude. I apologise.

 

[fool]

Nope, not about you at all.

 

[Deathly Strike]

Can you give me a clue to who you are?

I'm genuinely worried.

:sad:

 

[fool]

There's no reason to worry about me at all. All is well

Having written all this out, I feel as though I have got closure on this site, which is an excellent thing. I can move on and not let the whole fiasco hurt me.

But thanks for the concern.

 

[Marshmallow]

Echo, that was in the past. Just forget it and move on ^_^ i don't mean to sound harsh and if it does thats not my intention but theres no point bringing up old crap in a thread thats not about it. If that makes sense.

:hug:

 

[Esmeralda]

It's fucking ridiculous, if you don't mind me saying, that a support forum makes you feel worse. Is it just one person? I'd say come back if you want to, it's a big forum, not everyone can like you. I seriously doubt anyone likes me on here, but you know, that's their gain.
Besides if they broke the rules and upset you, can't you report it to the staff?

I like you snails :hug:

 

[black_rose_13]

closure is excellent, im glad you got it sweetie X :hug:

 

[fool]

closure is excellent, im glad you got it sweetie X :hug:

:hug: Me too. I can now walk away from this site indifferent, as opposed to letting the things that happened cause me great mental stress.

Good night everyone. I won't be returning anymore. I got what I needed from this post (even though at the time I didn't know I needed it lol).

And a huge thanks to Robin for earlier

Over and out.