Last night my uncle went into hospital. He has the same as my grandad when he died. I had to go to the hospital cos i had to drive. It was gone midnight when we left. It was snowing and i skidded. I didnt sleep much and today i feel shit. So low. So tired. My boss wants me to talk but i cant. There is someone i work with who i cant stand and my boss keeps bugging me asking whats wrong. And wants to know why i have a problem with her. And i cant deal with it all. Im breaking up. Cant deal with things.