Hello, I'm Alex and I'm 18 and I'm here because, honestly, I feel like I've run out of any reasons to continue living. I don't know where else to go or what to do to make this stop. I don't have anymore options, I think I'm here because the only thing keeping me alive is the knowledge that there must be a reason to keep going and I want to find it. This seems like a very supportive community and I'm determined being here will change my mind, I don't know what I'll do otherwise.