Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by whiteymswcuts, Oct 17, 2007.

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  1. whiteymswcuts

    whiteymswcuts New Member

    I am seriously indifferent to life right now. I have been suicidal for 7 days. Its getting harder and harder and Im getting weaker andweaker. I am completly overwhelmed dealing with all my issues: Major Depression, OCD, Cutting, Self Mutilation, Borderline... just too name a few... I am scared for my safety. The urgesfeel too powerful!! I am unable to fight right now..:lost:

    I no longer know who I am and I feel like the Ghost of a total stranger!!!
    It feels so good to feel the pain!!
    "Who I Am Hates Who I've Been"

  2. wanttodie

    wanttodie Well-Known Member

    Well, what is causing you to feel depressed ?
  3. Perishable

    Perishable Well-Known Member

    Last knight I felt the horrible ugre to stab myself. Just to go away, end it all.
    I know how it feels. Almost like you have to comply with the feeling.
    Its in the back of your head "do it, do it...just do it.."
    But. There has too be something worth destroying the thought. Im trying to find this reason. ... something out there.
    I think that might be the point of life.
    Find your something that makes you happy and stick with it until time takes you away, not yourself........

    Hmmm. Sometimes I wish I could take my own advice.
    The human mind is an interesting funny thing...
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