My nan died today :'( Due to a members of this website I lost my fiance and best friend last friday. What is there left? Ihave no other friends.. I should be thinking about my family at this time and my mum for losing her mumbut I can't help but feel I'm in the way. The certain member of this site actually said to me 'c'mon Lou 2 cuts and it's over for all of us' Should I take this seriously after all I have prayed and prayed that I can be pushed a little more over the edge and be brave enought to do something 'stupid'.