sad alone and suffering

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by lulumoon, Sep 16, 2013.

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  1. lulumoon

    lulumoon Active Member

    Hi my name is lu I am 31 and have suffered from depression and anxiety since I was 13. I have had cbt therapy abd meds. I currently takje 40 mg of citalopram daily had this dose for 2 years. Recently my depression has worsened. I want to sleep constantly im at risk if losing my job because I keep going off sick. I was recently ill with a bad kidney infection and since my mood is low all the time. I live at home abd I just wabt to hide away and sleep. I am thinking increasingly suicidal thoughts. I feel alone totally in my thoughts. I have an addiction to painkillers to get me through the day. I feel lost confused and guilty. I literally fake a smile ever yday yet I feel like I am dying inside.
     
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Hi lulumoon I hope you get in soon then and get your antidepressant upped a bit or changed even if it has become ineffective Talk to your doc ok hugs
     
  3. lulumoon

    lulumoon Active Member

    Thanks eclipse I feel so awful I am literally lying in my bed crying my eyes out. I feel so alone and deeply sad I want to close my eyes and not feel like this anymore.
     
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