My girlfriend assured me I've got nothing to worry about. Says she wants me for keeps which is nice as it puts my mind at rest. She's been pretty busy though recently which can't be helped. I feel so lonely without any friends though, my ex rightly said "at least you've come to terms with the fact you're friendless now" The only person I've had a face to face conversation apart from my gf has been a total stranger at the gym and that was because her bag had a hole in it and things were falling out at the bottom, we chatted for a brief moment about how long she had it for etc. This is the sad existence I have to contend with. Told my ex it was the highlight of my day, joked they'd turn it into a hollywood film. I've apparently got Russell Brand's eyes, he could play me perhaps? I've got a similar accent to him, born 30 miles away to where he grew up in London but it's not a problem. Tim Burton can direct it. Her reply was that at least I spoke with somebody but again I'm going out of my fecking mind here!!! Call it "Bag Day" maybe? I'm very happy because of my gf but like always something else has to challenge me.