I'm a teenager with no friends. I've been at college for a year and a half, no friends to show for it. No one likes me. I try my best at being friendly and talking to people, but they don't care. I didn't have any friends in high school either. I'm so ugly and worthless. I feel rejected by everyone.... how is it possible for someone to have no friends ever? I'm not rude or mean. I'm a just a person. Everyone around me has at least one friend, real or fake. I have no one. Why am I so defective? I went to a psychologist with 15+ years of experience treating college students whom I got to admit to me has only seen one person with the same situation; he never improved and quit therapy. He probably killed himself, which is what I'm going to do. No one can help me. I don't have a problem which I can just solve with pills or therapy. That will never work for me, it never has. You can't make people be my friend or like me. I'm not poorly dressed or unhygienic or overweight or anything. Just so worthless no one cares.