Never before have I felt to so alone. noone wants to talk to me, I've destroyed all good things. People are laughing at me. so SAD (suicidal, alone, depressed). I hate this. I need someone to talk to, but friday night and everyone is doing what friday nights are for, being with friends, family and feeling loved and cared for. Someone tell me, why you fight, when you won't ever get the one thing you need in life? Why you walk around breathing, when your not living.