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I am just finding myself having a problem with this girl I have been with for a while on and off...
We always break up on and off, and right now we're 'broken up'...i just find that i have made myself such a life with her that i have nothing but to sit around and wait for her to talk to me...
i am extremely sad...i miss her but i don't want to, and i'm on break from school, so there is nothing to do, no one around...no way to distract myself...i'm stuck...and i'm miserable.:sad:
We always break up on and off, and right now we're 'broken up'...i just find that i have made myself such a life with her that i have nothing but to sit around and wait for her to talk to me...
i am extremely sad...i miss her but i don't want to, and i'm on break from school, so there is nothing to do, no one around...no way to distract myself...i'm stuck...and i'm miserable.:sad:
God I don't even know where to begin...
Everything is going fantastic at school, then we get home and all of the sudden she is having existential problems, realizing that she has been 'denying herself' while being with me - meaning I guess that she doesn't do thing she likes to do, which I don't really know what to say. Everything is fanf***ingtastic until a couple days after getting home for winter break, and she breaks up with me.
It was so out of nowhere, I just never saw it coming, it still hurts...I have no one I can go to talk to about this because I'm just not close like that with anyone except her...for example I even talked to her the other day and told her how I was feeling and she just chose to get pissed off...she said that I "wanted answers from her but she didn't have them"...so in other words, I got guilt tripped by telling the person closest to me in my life how I feel.
We haven't talked in two days now, except for ten short minutes yesterday, but that was barely anything...
honestly just fuck this shit. fuck being miserable and feeling this way. i am so alone right now, i hate this...
Everything is going fantastic at school, then we get home and all of the sudden she is having existential problems, realizing that she has been 'denying herself' while being with me - meaning I guess that she doesn't do thing she likes to do, which I don't really know what to say. Everything is fanf***ingtastic until a couple days after getting home for winter break, and she breaks up with me.
It was so out of nowhere, I just never saw it coming, it still hurts...I have no one I can go to talk to about this because I'm just not close like that with anyone except her...for example I even talked to her the other day and told her how I was feeling and she just chose to get pissed off...she said that I "wanted answers from her but she didn't have them"...so in other words, I got guilt tripped by telling the person closest to me in my life how I feel.
We haven't talked in two days now, except for ten short minutes yesterday, but that was barely anything...
honestly just fuck this shit. fuck being miserable and feeling this way. i am so alone right now, i hate this...
Hey kidb,
:sup::welcome:to the forum!! If she wants to play games with your emotions I think I would break it off for good. You can't just sit there and stagnate just because she says so. Get out and do things that make you feel good, meet new people, volunteer at your local animal shelter( animals always make me feel better).
My therapist talked me into getting a pup so I did. It took me about a month before I let him melt my heart, now he is my constant companion. He knows when I am down because he gets up there with me and just lies there until I feel able to drag my ass out of bed. If I ignore him he jumps right in the middle of my stomach with all fours. He is very smart. We just taught him a new trick. We tell him left shake and he shakes with his left paw, then we tell him right shake and he shakes with his right paw. My next trick will be to lay down and then roll over. I have a feeling that one is going to be tuff.
Anyhow now that I got:offtopic:I just think it would be a good distraction for you!! Like I said earlier I think it would be best if you just moved on. You will find someone else who will return your feelings. I wish you luck!!~Joseph~
:sup::welcome:to the forum!! If she wants to play games with your emotions I think I would break it off for good. You can't just sit there and stagnate just because she says so. Get out and do things that make you feel good, meet new people, volunteer at your local animal shelter( animals always make me feel better).
My therapist talked me into getting a pup so I did. It took me about a month before I let him melt my heart, now he is my constant companion. He knows when I am down because he gets up there with me and just lies there until I feel able to drag my ass out of bed. If I ignore him he jumps right in the middle of my stomach with all fours. He is very smart. We just taught him a new trick. We tell him left shake and he shakes with his left paw, then we tell him right shake and he shakes with his right paw. My next trick will be to lay down and then roll over. I have a feeling that one is going to be tuff.
Anyhow now that I got:offtopic:I just think it would be a good distraction for you!! Like I said earlier I think it would be best if you just moved on. You will find someone else who will return your feelings. I wish you luck!!~Joseph~
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