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Remain the only feelings I can trust.
They are real. They are genuine.
Love? Can't trust it. Won't trust it. I mistakenly gave my heart to someone who is 500 miles away. Why did I ever think THAT was going to work.
Back at home, I was burned by my wife thanks to my own doing in my disease of alcoholism. And while we have made significant steps towards being friends, I can't trust that either.
I dare not feel happiness. Everytime I do, something happens to drag me back down.
Pain, Sadness, Despair, Anxiety, Depression, Drunkeness, Suicidal Ideation, these are feelings I trust. They are real. They are honest.
They are the only feelings I am going to let in anymore.
Unless God chooses otherwise.
They are real. They are genuine.
Love? Can't trust it. Won't trust it. I mistakenly gave my heart to someone who is 500 miles away. Why did I ever think THAT was going to work.
Back at home, I was burned by my wife thanks to my own doing in my disease of alcoholism. And while we have made significant steps towards being friends, I can't trust that either.
I dare not feel happiness. Everytime I do, something happens to drag me back down.
Pain, Sadness, Despair, Anxiety, Depression, Drunkeness, Suicidal Ideation, these are feelings I trust. They are real. They are honest.
They are the only feelings I am going to let in anymore.
Unless God chooses otherwise.