I can feel my depression reaching up, grabbing me by the throat. I want to hurt myself. Im so alone. I have no friends. I havnt hurt myself in 8 months. I want to. So bad. I just feel so alone. Im having a lot of things happen, that are out of my control. Im so overwhelmed. It feels so good to cut.... Iv been doing so good, but once again. Here i am. Alone, crying, blade in hand.