Last night and this morning I said my good byes to everyone I know, everyone who I have worked with and tried to help for the past five years, to my 920 friends , my neighbors and my loves. And now I am here to say hello, good bye. Everyone here is so strange to me. I never know what to say or how to act. No matter what I do, it seems that I just miss the steps and fall on my face. I am having difficulty with my cancer meds again, and my breathing is not so good. I am having asthma attacks every day now, even with eight times as much medicine. So it is, that I just came here to say good bye, to wish you all a happy tomorrow and fair skys.