Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by lurktheshadows, Dec 5, 2010.

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  1. lurktheshadows

    lurktheshadows Well-Known Member

    I fucked it up
    I fuck everything up
    I'm sick..irreversibly mentally damaged
    so lets join the ranks
    of the voluntarily dead
    kind of poetic
    kind of perfect
    kind of...finally, bearable
    I have a plan
    a is comforting, the only comforting thing I have
    I can't get out of this place in life
    so I will, in death
    and...I love you guys, I'm sorry...I'm sorry I hurt you.

    ..nothing I have less than nothing...there's no word for this..beyond barren, beyond pain. beyond you and beyond me.
    I will be free.
  2. Hey. I'm sorry you're feeling like this at the moment. Do you want to talk about anything with us? What do you think you've fucked up? Why do you think you're irreversibly mentally damaged? We're hear to listen if you want to talk xxx
  3. Fitzy

    Fitzy Well-Known Member

    Come back and talc x
  4. CatherineC

    CatherineC Staff Alumni

    I know those feelings!!!! I always feel like I've totally fucked up in everything I do too. Its part of the illness and you have to fight it.
    What's got you to this stage?
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