Fuck my mom for being sick but being a bitch and making me feel guilty for hating her. Fuck my dad for being a cheap disgusting son of a bitch. FUCK my sibling for for being a two-faced pathetic low life son-of-a-bitch control freak dumb cheap asshole. I hate computer science, I hate math, I hate english, I hate everything. I hate my backstabbing so called friends I hate everything. I hate god for turning his back on me I hate christianity I hate church. And I hate myself for hating so much, for trying so hard to be an optimist and putting up with a lot of shit only to fall back into the same old crap againl.